haii kacuk? ehh kacuk? siapa siapa? can i know? eeiii can can lah. He's name iz Zulhilmi rafizan. He's so so nice ma. I still remember the first time i saw him at school. always skodeng dia tahu. eh not skodeng its 'usha' ekceli. well, he's face dah lah macam justin bieber? ERKKK -,-"" krik krik. no no lah. he's face look like him lah. haighya. Dah la kepeng, keding and so on la, aighhh kasi gelaran dia banyak ok but the most i like iz 'kacuk'. yahh foevah kacuk lah. He's soo malas, he said like that. haha. don't blame on me. i love you ok. eh no, i miss you ok. eh no, i just like you. eh ? okay tu betul. when i just saw him at school , my hidung mulalah cannot duduk diam, dok kembang membuncit. mata pulak cannot stay by making a berybery mata yg full of hopefulness je then i can't stop smile like kerang busuk. dulu i think mmg tak dpt lah dia tuu kan. its berybery the hopefulness. hakhak, well, he really has so many the many lah kipas kipas. terguzat aighh tauu. uolls jgn lah kipaskipas dia sgt, iolls so jeles tau. nanti uolls ambik dia, bawak lari, pergi lombok ke, iolls yg merana jugak. Takmao takmao tauu. hehe joke je punn. well, when we meet our crush, our feelings will go towards him/her kan, fly fly with that feelings tu kan. what am i talking about ni? err, awkward nak masuk ward ke. haih, so moment ttg dia kt sekolah dulu? banyak ! haha. first of all, i like him and he started to be my crush when i just found him at myspace. and his face iz really the berybery kacukan tahuu xD imma really the pantang lah kan jumpa kacukkacuk ni. haha. and i started stalk him on myspace. I sanggup pergi stalk comments dia, blala, bila dia comment wip le girls , i was like.. hmm..takde chance ah ni.. Hahahaha. itu dulu, but now myspace macam taik hidung masin yg rasa macam nak korek korek je bagii dalam . uiikkghhss. haighya. bila myspace org melayu ni muak, we go to facebook pulak. masalahnya aigh really dunno kacuk's fb. so i got a help. asked for a help from...... nuknukman ! hehehe, sorry for calling you liddat. diz guy lah yg help me to get kacuk's number and also facebook. haha, he's so so nice to me but sometimes he's the bery bery jahat to me. huh. tp aigh really the terima ksih to u lah nuknuk. i got kacuk's number punn tetap tak pernah try utk call dia. even dah setahun lebih centu dpt number dia. but once my friend pernah try utk call using public phone dpn sekolah. haha, and maybe his mom yg angkat. and it was like OMG. "okayokay salah number, sorry". mulalah the bery cuak lidwan to kill diri sndri. ahaks. then, i still remember, dulu at school ada lah penghantaran kurma. and guess what? i co stupido dlu, aku hantar dekat dia do, but bukan dapat kat dia pun. masa tu dia tak dtg and i just like pfft je tahu, waste my money ! huh! haa, ada lagi satu, sweet moment. bila ada penghantaran coklat! i still remember this one. sangat2. me and my bff, ayien argh teraghing to be so stupid. kitorg buat hantaran dgn guna nama crush msing msing. liddis, i hntar kat ayien by using her crush name and if i'm not mistaken i wrote "sayang awak ketatketat !". and my friend hantar as using my crush name and she wrote "sayang awak lajulaju!". hahaha, bila coklat tu sampai kat tangan kitorg thru penghantaran tu, kitorg like sangaaaat lah bajet. Mcm bebetul je kacuk n my bff's crush yg kasi. lol. Ada lagi moment..kacuk suka buat something sukahati taik idung diaa je, pergi ponteng kelas. I saw him keluar ikut tingkap. Like OMG!!!! Apa ni kacukk, jgn ah ponteng. Kahkah. Lagi.. hmm..Pernah sekali, ada pertandingan buat kek kat skola, and i n ayien jst try masuk contest tu, tetibe mng tmpat ketiga dooo xD so nak mencuba nasib bagi kat kacuk kek tu, tapi tapi.. Malu kot!! I asked for farghid's helps. Tapi still aku tak berani.. So tak kesampaian ah nak kasii.. Lol. I don't know apa yg membuatkan aku sukaa dia banget. But bila tgk dia, rasa macam nak pitam enampolohsaat je. Menjerit tak tentu pasal. LoL. Ada lagi, a moment bila dia buat kerja part time kt Selayang Mall, tetiba je nampak dia. Ya Allah seriously tak diduga langsung wooi. Rasa macam nak pergi SM tiap tiap hari usha dia. Angau kan budak ni? Hehe haa, ada lagi!! I pernah usha kelas dia semata mata nak tahu nama penuh dia wip my bff, ayien. Sumpah lawak! Semata mata untuk tu? And i always sengaja jejalan depan kelas dia wip ayien semata mata nak tengok DIA! Lol. I dont know what's wrong wip me huh? Pergi sekolah bukan study, dok usha org. Kalau mak tahuu, habis aii. Kahkah. Kacuk ni, cepaaat je nak balik rumah.. Bila nak usha dia lepas bunyik loceng, aku mesti kena cecepat keluar kelas. Kelas dia kat bawah je. So senang sikit nk usha. Huhu xD to be honest aku pengawas kat sekolah dulu, lastlast dapat duty jaga kelas sebelah je dgn kelas kacuk. Like OMG!!!!! Senang gila nak usha kacuk weh!!!! Sangat best time sekolah dulu. Rassa macam nak putar balik je masa. Nak buat mcm mana. Hidup harus diteruskan. And now, kacuk kacuk, is mine now. Oh yeah. Alhamdulillah, dari crush --> bf --> InsyaAllah lepas ni.. Suami pulak ke. Ahakkkks. Rasanya ini jelah moment ttg dia since dia jd my crush dulu. LoL. Bila diingatkan balik.. Sumpah lawak. So kacuk, i do love you tahu xD jangan nakal nakal, nanti sekali dapat pang free dari i tahu lah nanti ! Hehe, kbooi kacuk aka wm xiao!
